Knock Knock Moe'Suckra

I am getting my hair trimmed next week and I am so thankful for that because I have no bangs anymore and I my hair has gone absolutely flat because all the layers have grown out. I just need to get it trimmed up a bit and have layers put in—and get new bangs that when they grow, won’t disappear completely. No more side-swept. I worked so hard to grow it out, so I don’t want to lose a lot of length—I just need it to have more volume.

I am getting kind of frustrated while looking for a job. I’ve applied for at least 6 or 7 places and called all of them back, but I keep getting the same answer. “We’re reviewing over applications and we’ll call when we’ve found the ones we wish to interview.” And I’ve got 5 more referrals to fill out and turn in. I got them tonight so I should be able to turn them in this weekend sometime—Monday at the latest. I’m just sick of getting the same robotic answer each time. It’s depressing and while they are supposedly going over my resume and getting annoyed with me calling every other day to check on the progress of my applications—I’m going with very little money to work with. It’s hard to live on little money and keep your account open. I just want a job so I can support myself and my boyfriend without having to burden my mother. I know I don’t have TONS of experience and I have to bug places for a job to show I’m interested or they’ll overlook me—but I just need someone to give me a chance. I need to get a job to get experience so I can get a job that requires experience. It sucks.

Also, as of the 5th of November I’ll have been with Victor 5 months. This year is going by so quickly and it kind of scares me a bit. Christmas is coming up quick and before I know it, it’ll be 2013. And then before I can even blink, it’ll be Christmas again. It’s like my life is passing by in a blur. I just hope I can make it through it all.